1. Happy?
- NOPE. just pretending like that.

2. When was the last time you went
out?
- ujian masuk went out ga? okeh, ke
warnet last night.

3 . What was the last movie you saw?
- ah, sudah lama ga ke bioskop. trakhir,
Harry Potter and The Order Of The Phoenix

4 . The last place you went?
- kampus. Ujian bok, STUPA! hakhakhak :p

5. Missing someone?
- yes. but i’m sure, HE WON’T CARE. so,
for what?

6. What made you smile today?
- nothing. i smile oftenly for no reason
*gila dong*

7. Are you scared to fall in love?
- for now, YES.

9. Ever thought you were in love?
- ya pernah lah. pertanyaan bodoh.

10 . What is your status right now?
- Single. but not available yet.

11. Did you dream last night?
- yes.

12. What were you doing this morning
at 7 am?
- nonton Lovers in Paris. anjrit, lagi
rame-ramenyaa

13. What were you doing this morning
at 10 am?
- ngutak-atik leot baruuu

15 . Name a country you want to visit
- Singapore. denger-denger taun depan
tuh mo KKL. tapi 4,5 juta bok. modyaaarr…

17. Do you have a tattoo?
- no.

18 . What was the last thing you ate?
- good time, dari Irfan. dimakan pas
ujian. HAKHAKHAK! geblek!

19 . Last thing you drank?
- es teh.

21. Do you have a nick name?
- banyak. tp regularly uti.

22. One thing you do everyday?
- tidur, makan, mandi.

23. Are you a type of person who
easily gets hurt?
- yes. sangat.

24 . The last thing you said to one of
your friends?
- mba yatiii, aku pulang yah!

27. Rate your day 1-10.
- 6. gud outside. bad inside.

28 . Did anything exciting happen
today?
- ah, nothing. eh ada deng. si Lintang
ultaahhh!

31. Type something that is on your
mind?
- HOME.

32. How many things in your past do
you regret?
- banyak.

33. Do you have a best friend?
- of course *ngelirik bendot*

34 . What do you want to be when you
grow up?
- mengubah kenaifan gue.

last night, i watched Harry Potter and the Order Of The Phoenix (AGAIN), and i realized one thing.

there’s soo many similarities between me and him. err.. i mean, Harry Potter.

we are both SO NAIVE. sama-sama susah bedain mana yg mimpi dan mana yg kenyataan dan terkadang suka mikir (dan berharap tentunya) TERLALU JAUH.

dan kita berdua, senang menyiksa diri sendiri. hey, dari pada nyiksa orang laen kan?

#2 capek

I’m tired of being strong. pretending that I’m OK.

#3 Missing someone already

but I’m sure that HE WON’T EVEN CARE.

WHO AM I?

#4 Fix you

i found this at my friend’s blog (nciitt, luph you muah muah :p) and I LOVE THIS THINGS!

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse

The tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

yea, me.

pathetic. naive. go to hell.

Kalau kamu merasa keberadaanmu membuat orang lain ga nyaman, maka kamu pasti merasa perlu utk mengundurkan diri dari kehidupannya…

why?

knapa harus begini?

WALK AWAY.

is it the best thing you can do?

happy now?

PS: makasi, Nilla buat quotenya

Your blood type is AB.

Your personality is popular yet controlled, sociable yet aloof,
Outgoing yet shy, sensitive yet thoughtless, a very split personality.
This makes you very exciting friend indeed.

hahaha…

NGAPUSI BANGET!

golongan darahku kan B. hohoho.. :p

kalo udah digituin, SIAPA SIH YANG GA SENENG?
SIAPA SIH YANG GA SENENG DIPERHATIIN?
SIAPA SIH YANG GA SENENG WAKTU NGERASA DIBUTUHIN?
SIAPA SIH YANG GA SENENG WAKTU DIANGGEP PENTING?

DON’T ACT LIKE YES WHEN YOU WAS THINKING NO!

oh, yeah.
emang aku kok yang TERLALU NAIF.
iya, iya. AKU YANG SALAH!

SO PATHETIC!

Hectic

satu tugas lagi.

deadline: 31 Desember 2007.

SMANGAT!

and HAPPY NEW YEAR!

dan lebih memperhatikan blog ini.

hihihihi…

sedang kesepian nih saya. huhuhuhu…

*mengabaikan folder ‘PROYEK SEMESTER 5′ di harddisk*

Another summer day
has come and gone away
In paris and rome
but i wanna go home
mm hmm

Maybe surrounded by
a million people i
still feel all alone
i just wanna go home
yeah i miss you, you know

And i’ve been keeping all the letters
that i wrote to you
Each one a line or two
im fine baby how are you??

Well i would send them
but i know that its just not enough
the words were cold and flat
and you deserve more, than that

Another aeroplane, another sunny place
im lucky i know
But i wanna go home
Ive got to go home

Let me go home
im just to far
from were you are

i gotta come home

Let me go home
ive had my run
baby im done
i wanna come home

And i feel just like im living someone elses life
it’s like i just stepped outside
when everything was going right

And i know just why you could not come along with me
coz this was not your dream
but you always believed,in me

Another winter day has come and gone away
in either paris or rome
and i wanna go home
i miss you,you know

Let me go home
ive had my run
baby im done
i wanna go home

Let me go home

you know ill be alright
i’ll be home tonight

I’m coming back home

a song from Michael Buble which is repackaged by Westlife (yea, yea, my FAVORITE SINGERS! HA!).

sdang senang-senangnya dengan lagu ini. heuheuhehehe…

omigod.

PS 3! STUPA 5!

deadline!

I’m missing you
Girl even though you’re right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wideI’m so afraid that you’re saying it’s over
The last thing that I wanna hearBut if your heart’s not in it for real
Please don’t try to fake what you don’t feel
If love’s already gone
It’s not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I’d do
But I won’t ask you to stay
I’d rather walk away
If your heart’s not in itYou say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You’re just saying the words
If you’ve got somethin’ to tell me
Don’t keep it inside
Let it be heardI’m so afraid that you’re saying it’s over
Girl I’ll make it easy for you

But if your heart’s not in it for real
Please don’t try to fake what you don’t feel
If love’s already gone
It’s not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I’d do
But I won’t ask you to stay
I’d rather walk away
If your heart’s not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it’s gone too far now we can’t rewind (And there’s nothing that I can do to stop me losin’ you)
I can’t make you change your mind (If your heart’s not in it)

But if your heart’s not in it for real
Please don’t try to fake what you don’t feel
If love’s already gone
It’s not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I’d do
But I won’t ask you to stay
I’d rather walk away
If your heart’s not in it

If You’re Heart’s Not In It

Westlife

hahaha…

pathetic.

maybe, now I’m drowning.
but, I will be alright.
SOON.

wish me.

PS: nyeeet! miss your voices!
tiba-tiba teringat suara elu nan cempreng najis tralala ituuuu
pulang doonng! ke Jogja! kangen jitak-jitakan niiihh.
jangan lupa cokelat Jerman-nya yaaa…
eh, buat Ruben juga deng *ngelirik Ruben )

buat gue, sah-sah aja sebatas jalan berdua beriringan, gandengan. STOP! cuman sampe situ. lebih dari itu?

OY DI SINI NEGARA DEMOKRASI. ELO BEBAS NGAPA-NGAPAIN TAPI JUGA KUDU TENGGANG RASA! ELO PIKIR CUMAN ELO DOANG YG BAYAR PAJAK DI SINI? GUE JUGA!

LAGIAN, PELUK-PELUKAN KAYAK GUE BAKAL NGEREBUT COWOKNYA SITU AJA.
DIH! MENDING YAH, COWOK SITU OKE, CAKEP. TAPI, GUE JUGA OGAH NGEMBAT PUNYANYA ORANG.

OYA SATU LAGI,
TOLONG DONG, JANGAN MENTANG-MENTANG TEMENNYA SITU NGEKOS DI SINI DAN SITU SERING KE SINI TRUS SITU JADI BEBAS NGAPA-NGAPAIN DI SINI!

HELOOOO! MIKIR DONG PAKE OTAK! JANGAN PAKE DENGKUL!
SITU KAN TAMU! JADI TOLONG NGERTI DONG ETIKA BERTAMU!
SITU PAMER-PAMER KEMESRAAN DI TERAS DEPAN KOS KITA SEENAK UDEL,
APA KATA TETANGGA NANTI?
DIKIRANYA KITA-KITA YANG NGEKOS DI SINI GA BENER CUMAN GARA-GARA SITU, YANG SAMA SKALI BUKAN PENGHUNI KOS SINI, SUKA MESRA-MESRAAN DI TERAS DEPAN.
MENDING CARI TEMPAT LAEN AJA DEH!

DAN KAMU! TOLONG YAH, LAEN KALI BAWA TEMEN YANG BENER KE KOS. YANG TAU SOPAN SANTUN DIKIT!
INI, UDAHLAH SUKA PAMER KEMESRAAN DI TERAS DEPANNYA KOS ORANG, EH TRUS PAKE SOK JUTEK DAN PURA-PURA GA TAU WAKTU DISURU MINDAHIN MOTOR, PADAHAL MOTORNYA TEMENMU ITU NGALANGIN MOTORNYA SALAH SATU PENGHUNI YANG LAGI BURU-BURU MAU KULIAH!

TOLONG YAH, TEMEN KAMU ITU DIKASI TAU. DIAJARIN SOPAN-SANTUN!
BUKANNYA GUE GA MAU NEGOR ATO APA. TAPI PLIS DONG, KALO CUEKNYA MINTA AMPUN KAYAK GITU SAMA SALAH SATU PENGHUNI, BUKAN BRARTI SAMA GUE JUGA GA CUEK KAN? JADI, KAMU KAN TEMENNYA. BILANG DONG KE DIA!

*LAGI NGAMUK*

PS:
OOHH, JADI LU KIRA GUE NGIRI KARNA GA PUNYA PACAR DAN GA BISA MESRA-MESRAAN KAYAK KALIAN?
MAAF YA! KALO PUN GUE PUNYA PACAR, GUE GA BAKAL SERENDAH ITU! PAMER KEMESRAAN DI KOSNYA ORANG, KAYAK GA ADA TEMPAT LAEN AJA! DIIH!